I attended Dr Jeffrey Lang’s(a math professor at University of San Francisco) lecture at HDB Hub on Saturday and I told myself I’ve gotta blog about it immediately when I come back, lest I miss out some points. Well, as an intro, the topic was Journey to islam - his personal journey to islam
And so he began by giving us some background of himself – he was raised a catholic, had a very amiable, caring, magnanimous mother who expressed her religiosity through kindness to all those around her as she was a nurse, had a father who was an alcoholic and as with most other heavy alcoholics, his father too was abusive.
In his early teenage years, he started asking questions such as these “why would a Just Creator allow my good mother to suffer?” His family problems apparently didn’t improve and so this led him to weaken his faith and belief in God, and he became an atheist at the age of 16.
During the years to come, he became friends with some muslims who were not religious, ie they never prayed etc. He began asking them questions about Islam but those muslim friends of his were kind of uncomfortable conversing about religion as they themselves were not religious. So those friends gave him a copy of the Quran.
Dr then opened the first chapter and read surah al fatiha. He said the first few verses were like a hymn of praise, something like the Song of Solomon. And then he read the next few verses that asks for guidance and said, how opportunistic! First you praise Him and then ask favours from Him! At this juncture, Dr already can start to feel the ingenuity behind the literature. So what favours were asked for? The guidance to the straight path(sirat al mustaqeem). Ok.
Then he read the next surah, al-baqarah. ‘dzalikal kitaab…’
“That is the book...” At this stage, Dr was like, “wow! I was just asking for guidance and You told me That is the book?!” sort of like “You have immediately answered me” kind of feeling. But again, why the word THAT? It is like I am holding the Book in my hands and you tell me THAT is the book? And Dr gets the idea that the Author intends to converse.
Dr read on, until verse 30 where Allah says :
2:30 And when thy Lord said unto the angels: Lo! I am about to place a viceroy in the earth, they said: wilt Thou place therein one who will do harm therein and will shed blood, while we, we hymn Thy praise and sanctify Thee? He said: Surely I know that which ye know not.
From this, Dr understands that Allah wants Man to be His representatives, or viceroys. And somehow Dr agrees with the question that the angels were asking “why create Man who will cause bloodshed?” Bear in mind Dr has a personal touch to this question because of the childhood years when his father was abusive. Why not just create angels who praise You?
2:31 And He taught Adam all the names, then showed them to the angels, saying: Inform me of the names of these, if ye are truthful
From verse 21, Dr understands that Man is better than angels in that Man have intellect, capacity to reason.
2:35 And We said: O Adam! Dwell thou and thy wife in the Garden, and eat ye freely (of the fruits) thereof where ye will; but come not nigh this tree lest ye become wrongdoers.
2:36 But Satan caused them to deflect therefrom and expelled them from the (happy) state in which they were; and We said: Fall down, one of you a foe unto the other! There shall be for you on earth a habitation and provision for a time.
What was so special about that tree? Apparently nothing much, it is just God’s instructions. When Adam erred and ate from that tree, he was sent to earth, not so much as a punishment, for God was not angry! God even gave habitation and provision! How could this be a punishment?! And then Dr referred to 2:30 where God says I want to establish Viceroy on Earth.
So again, why the incident about eating from the tree? It is God’s way of teaching Man about making reasoned choices, exercising the free will, so that we be ready to be viceroy on earth.
Now here starts the fun part;
2:33 He said: O Adam! Inform them of their names, and when he had informed them of their names, He said: Did I not tell you that I know the secret of the heavens and the earth? And I know that which ye disclose and which ye hide.
Dr admits that reading the Quran is like reading maths, you’ve got to take it word by word and pay careful attention. One thing that I personally find very intriguing about the Quran is that it is full of meaning, both outwardly and inwardly, when the quran appears to be telling something directly, there is always an indirect meaning and when the Quran tells indirectly, there is always an exoteric, direct meaning. The Quran is simply miraculous, no tafseer about the Quran can ever be complete, plus it is also common for sufis to come up with different content everytime they do tafsir on one same verse. EVERY letter has its own secrets.
Anyways, Dr was focusing on “And I know that which ye disclose and which ye hide.” What was it that the angels disclose and what did they hide? They disclosed Man’s tendency to create disaster and concealed Man’s potential to do good.
And as Dr continued reading the Quran, he realized that the Quran wants Man to have qualities such as these, in order to be good: merciful, just, kind, compassionate, wise, rational etc. of course this mini list is not exhaustive.
Again the Dr was asking why should Man, as the viceroy, have these qualities? Dr also made a mini compilation of God’s Attributes mentioned in the Quran and found them to be as follows: The Merciful, The Compassionate, The Just, The Wise etc
Get the picture? Man is the REPRESENTATIVE of God, and was created in His Image.God breathed the soul, part of Him, to Man. And when Man attains those qualities above, Man will draw close to God, and come to know Him! Subhanallah! This is exactly the central message of tasawwuf! I was immediately reminded of the book “The Name and The Named” by Shaykh Toysun Bayrak. God says in hadith qudsi ‘I was a hidden treasure, and I desire to be known, so I created creation’ and in another hadith, “man ‘arifa nafsah, faqad ‘arifa rabbah” he who knows himself knows his Lord. This is maarifatullah, exactly the same thing al-ghazali elucidates in his kimiya as-saadah. It all links up and make sense now! The Purpose of Creation and everything!
I must admit, I was amazed, awestruck. I guess most of the time I was unconsciously gaping at this reality. Dr Lang, a professor of mathematics, figured out or perhaps received, such a profound understanding while reading the Quran for the first time.
I couldn’t help but to ask “what is this? Is this how You work? So subtle, so soft, so gentle, so beautiful…”
Praise be to Allah, Lord of all the worlds.







